As a dream you merely walked by like a light a gleam in my eye you called my name I followed without a question without any thought, I went against every instinct that has been brought, my mind soars, my body calls out longing for more Seizing a new tomorrow a brighter day wondering when the numbness from your touch will go away, once I shuttered at human touch now I find myself longing to know yours and it confuses me so much. A person hard and bitter to the soul now finds herself feeling like the fool
- So today is already turning out to be one of those fucked up days, I want to kick someones ass I hate waking up like that. You feel so angry about all the shit going on around you that you are not in control of and it just straight pisses u off!!!! I seem to be feeling like this alot I miss my son all the time now its just getting harder making me think if somehow I could have prevented this shit then realizing the shit that would have prevented it would have been keeping it to myself but then I would never have had mattie do I regret having him no and I never will he is my miracle and is my wake up call I can do this DEEP BREATH & Sighs Sincerely,
- Emotionally Fucking Exhausted
- PS Anyone else hate when people just randomly send u updates on ur ex its like HELLO I dun give a fuck about him send me a pic of my kid from his page not the useless information on who he's fucking and what type of shit he is doing my priorities are in check there is only one man I am concerned about when it comes to him and thats my son the rest is like his dick a dead issue! lmao
- As I wonder more and more each day, how could you take my baby away.
- What did I ever do, forgive me for only trying to love you.
- Yet I will never regret, the time we met.
- Though I hate you more and more as the time passes, I am angry I want to beat some asses.
- I am on the breaking edge, Pull me back I am heading towards the ledge.
- Will you be there to break my fall FML right now I hate it all.......
- So 4 minutes to go before I need to go outside to pursue my happiness and it really is just coincidental that my cigarette breaks end up happening on 4: 20 :D I got an email from my soldier today I just wrote him this morning so he seems pretty funny other then he is into jeeps and volkswagons WTF so in order to boost his morale I told him a funny ass joke about an alcoholic a sex addict and a pot head in hell that get shut in 3 different rooms for 1000 years the alcoholic was covered in his own puke devils not dealing with that shit today opens the sex addicts room one hell of an orgy happened but everyone was sleeping then the pot head has a bunch of bowls packed blunts rolled and everything but nothing has been touched devil looks for the pothead sees him in fetal position and the guy says please tell me you have a fucking match PRICELESS my bf did set me straight though and advise me that sending pics of my tits is not being supportive to the military..... So I am going to go get flag pasties :P
ha ha ha ha ha she looks constipated the way she is making that face its like oh shit I am concentrating so hard on not shitting myself but its kinda hard when I am mixing it all up
When I find a man that can do this then I will literally be in heaven but I am soooooooooo not bending over that far…..
I am sitting here because my friend wrote she adopted a soldier I am supportive and I can not say in my twisted mind do I see her like having this tall hot marine that she is in control of…. :D I wanna adopt a soldier but then again I realize might not be a good idea may get me in trouble, then I feel so bad I am sitting here at work telling inappropriate jokes on the recorded line so sweet but you know it is hilarious when you are so bored at work your talking about different types of conductors that will provide the chance to have your nipples shocked by a jump box lmao I am not sure whether to be offended that he really thinks I would do something like that or does it freak me out that people know by now that normally if I get an idea I normally follow through with it ha ha ha ha Caity <3 ya miss ya
Sorry but I’d be such a slut if I was a girl, on the real tho.
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